Your Day Shall Come
I realize that my job is fine for now but it�s not where I think I need to be money wise. But I don�t know where that is realistically speaking. All week my current job is having a conference at a hotel near the airport. I drove by all of Delta�s corporate offices and I became angry because I could have stayed with Delta for at least another year if they would have promoted my out of flying. But that was never going to happen. I realize that now but there�s a part of me that thinks that my Mom may be right. Maybe I wasn�t patient and waited for my time to come since she is a true fan of the saying �you�re day shall come.� But who�s to say that my day wasn�t the day I went to this new job. Who�s to say that I don�t have opportunities here and I won�t have to wait 10 years like I have at Delta. After five years I tried, and tried to get into management or training and all I heard was excuses upon excuses on why I wasn�t qualified and people who had less time or wasn�t even in my department were more qualified. My Mom said yesterday that if something continues to happen and happen over and over again then you need to look at yourself. I�ve been in my current job for three months and there�s a part of me that�s saying ok, give me some more responsibility which in some ways have already happened.
I feel like, or I know that I don�t have anyone really to talk to about this matter because everyone is pretty biased one way or another. JAB thinks I should just resign and my parents think I should fly on the weekends for another year to build up money. Everyone is right but everyone seems to have an agenda. Even myself.
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