Nothing too special

This is the first night that I�ve drank or is it drunk I�m not sure anyway it�s the first time I�ve ingested alcohol since the election. I really wanted to keep a clear mind. Of course I went over board. I�m warm and happy but in some ways depressed. I just don�t get it. I'm depending on alcohol too much. I'll deal with that later I guess.

I don�t know why half the country hates me and what I stand for. I guess I�ll have four years to figure it out.

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