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I'm so scattered. Work is draining me so much. I wonder how much of it is me and how much of it is the actual job.

Home life is also so confusing. JAB just asked if I wanted to sit out on the porch. I said no. I don't. I don't really want to talk but here I am "talking" here. We're at such different places right now. I hate that we are. I want to be on the same page but either it's me or him. Not sure. But this isn't working.

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