Happy New Year.

I attempted to reread my entries for the year 2003 and quite honestly I was a little bored. This year has not been anything extraordinary except for the fact that my parents moved here which in itself is probably pretty extraordinary.

The one thing that I noticed this year is that I haven’t accomplished a lot of what I wanted to do. The main thing is that I’m still employed at this southern major airline which makes me so depressed that I can’t even talk about it too much. Everything else is mostly housekeeping things. I really wanted to become more organized this year and I haven’t. But there’s always next year right?

The funny thing about the whole New Year resolution things is that many people believe that a new year means a new you and I don’t really believe that. Tomorrow will be just another day that you can make it or break it. It doesn’t matter what the date is. Having New Year resolutions in some ways just set you up to fail. What’s going to change between right now and twelve and a half hours from now?

I know this may sound negative but to me it’s pretty positive because if I don’t do jack today or tomorrow I can decide on the 5th of January and decide to change the way I live my life and I can do it.

That all being said I have made some notes of what I want to do or change soon.

1. I have to get out of this job and I’m thinking that it’s going to have to be me and not me depending on someone else.

2. I must get control of my laundry and all of this paper in my office. I’m drowning by it.

3. JAB and I have to get a new set of friends. Not get rid of our old ones but we need something fresh and new.

4. JAB and I have to find a way to communicate better.

5. JAB and I need a vacation.

6. Update this or any journal at least twice a week.

Ok those are not necessarily resolutions but hopes of things that I will be able to accomplish.

I have pretty much decided to stay at Diaryland for at least 3 months and then I will make a final decision. A major part of the reason for the three months is my laziness but I am trying to reason if I want to leave Diaryland for any particular reason or just because I’m a person who likes new and different. That trait gets me in trouble and gets me in debt.

In closing I’m hoping that this New Year will bring a new resolve for me and everyone else. I’m truly hoping for peace. To everyone here in my Diaryland family, I wish you all a wonderful New Year.

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