100 Things About DBFEB
1. I was born in February. I’m Aquarius.
2. I was told that I was a pretty good baby but had a lot of stomach problems.
3. My Father was in Vietnam when I was born.
4. My mom got pregnant one month after marriage.
5. My mom lived with her parents and sisters until my dad came back.
6. I’ve moved pretty much every 1.5 to 2 years until I was 12.
7. I don’t remember a lot of the places I lived.
8. As a child I was definitely a momma’s boy.
9. As an adult I’m definitely a momma’s boy.
10. My mom was a stay at home mom until I was 10 when she worked part time. She didn’t have a full time job until I was in college.
11. When I was 12 I caught my parent’s bathroom on fire by playing with matches.
12. I played with action figures and dolls for a longer time that usual.
13. I never yearned for a brother or sister until now.
14. I think I knew I was Gay at 9 or 10.
15. My parents don’t know that I’m Gay.
16. I suspect that they suspect that I’m Gay.
17. I wasn’t a great student in High School.
18. I always wanted to be voted best dressed in High school but never was.
19. I’ve always dressed well.
20. I played trombone in Jr. High and High School.
21. I was a cheerleader in High School.
22. I had a crush on a girl named Sharon all through Jr. high and high school and she never reciprocated.
23. I never drank until I went to college.
24. I’ve never done illegal drugs.
25. I applied to two colleges and got into both.
26. I lived in a dorm my freshman year where I had my very first sexual experience with a woman.
27. I lived in a dorm my freshman year where I had my very first sexual experience with a man.
28. I wasn’t a great student in college.
29. I wanted to major in Public Relations but my GPA wasn’t strong enough.
30. I double majored in English and Communications.
31. I loved English. Hated Communications.
32. I was in a Fraternity that was “up and coming” and is now one of the top on campus.
33. My best friend in college was from Iran.
34. I’ve always had some sort of a weight problem and I’ve always been known as stocky.
35. I weight 35 pounds more than I did in college.
36. I was always the shorter one.
37. I had a major stuttering problem when I was younger which still occurs when I’m stressed or tired.
38. I had a lisp when I was younger which forced me to go to speech therapy.
39. I wanted to be a flight attendant since I was a sophomore in college.
40. I wanted to work for United Airlines but they turned me down.
41. I’m often afraid to fly.
42. I lie to people often about what I do for a living.
43. I lie a lot to people at work.
44. Only 3 flight attendants have ever seen my home.
45. I could probably eat Mexican food everyday.
46. I don’t love Indian food.
47. Most people think I’m very funny, which I don’t get at all.
48. I could be more popular if I tried.
49. I can’t say that I have a best friend.
50. 49. Makes me very sad.
51. JAB and I have been together for 12 years.
52. 51. I’m shocked at.
53. I think I’ve only been in the romantic TV love once.
54. Not with JAB.
55. My first relationship was with my junior year college roommate.
56. He is number 53.
57. I think about him at least once a week.
58. I can’t drive a stick shift.
59. I don’t watch tv often.
60. The Real World is a guilty pleasure.
61. I enjoy tv shows that have woman fighting evil.
62. No one in my family or friends no about this diary.
63. I’m jealous of certain people in my buddy list.
64. I hate that I’m not in a lot of buddy lists.
65. I’m lonely 50% of the time.
66. I think 65 has a lot to do with me.
67. My father is an alcoholic.
68. I was going to be a cheerleader in college but quit tryouts after I learned of a racial quota system.
69. I talk to myself out loud often.
70. I haven’t been to a movie in 2 years.
71. I’ve lost 15 pounds in the past year.
72. In my secret life I would love to be a talk show host.
73. I feel uncomfortable discussing racial matters.
74. Racial issues have always been a problem in my life.
75. I don’t like rap.
76. I’ve never felt comfortable in the Black community.
77. I’ve never felt comfortable in the White community.
78. I’ve never felt comfortable in the Gay community.
79. I know an actual Solid Gold Dancer.
80. The most I’ve spent on a shirt was $85
81. I’m very ashamed of that fact.
82. The shirt looks very good on me.
83. I would love a career in public relations.
84. I lie to people at work and tell them I’m getting my masters in Public Relations.
85. I've taken one class towards my Masters
86. I'm an extremely insecure person.
87. I don’t feel I’ve reached my greatest potential.
88. Growing old scares me.
89. My goal is to be more open and inviting to people.
90. I’m negative very often.
91. I can’t ride a bike.
92. I’m going bald.
93. I read NTSB reports on airplane crashes.
94. I screen my calls and don’t answer often.
95. I don’t enjoy talking on the phone.
96. I didn’t wear shorts once this past summer.
97. I hate Atlanta and want to live in San Diego.
98. I will probably never live in San Diego.
99. I think I’m a good person at heart.
100. I truly believe that good guys finish last.
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